Posts Tagged ‘#nothingness’

a song for Eliane after she is dead

Posted: May 24th, 2026
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[other] parasite contradictions: JANUS

Posted: February 24th, 2026
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la loupe impitoyable (de la solitude)

the narrow

Some experimental philosophical thoughts on “The Narrow.” started out as a conversation with ChatGPT about the Tritone Paradox in my computer music composition, Lacanian Sieve.

  • Persistent non-resolution → a condition of suspended desire.
  • Pressure without release → an affective “tightness,” often experienced somatically (sternum, throat, solar plexus).
  • A narrowing of emotional bandwidth which paradoxically amplifies sensitivity—when all gestures compress around a single relation, small differences become emotionally charged.

  • Obsessive thinking → circling around a single structuring absence.
  • Traumatic repetition → the return of something that cannot be metabolized.
  • The Real pressing through a closed Symbolic loop.
  • Like a long corridor that changes thickness, humidity, temperature, but never opens into a room.
  • throat that constricts or dilates but never speaks.
  • fissure or crack: the listener inhabits the inside of a fault line, not the outside.
  • Unheimlich tightness (the familiar inflected with the strange).
  • Anxiety without panic: the walls are close, but stable.
  • A beauty produced by proximity: microstructures become intimate, almost erotic.

  • An ethics of renunciation: nothing is allowed except what the system permits.
  • A confrontation with lack rather than its concealment.
  • A purification of attention: the listener becomes aware not of what is present, but of what is missing.
  • The listener confronts infinity-in-a-sliver.
  • There is a vertigo of smallness: infinite depth but no lateral expansion.
  • This often produces a strange calm—resignation mixed with fascination.
  • The way obsession makes one detail inexhaustible.
  • The way desire attaches to a single object-cause (objet a) whose variations are limitless.
  • The way trauma lodges a world inside a single point.

The Narrow can be found here:

#computermusic #thenarrow #berndschurer

graphic score for The Narrow, 3rd movement.

Posted: December 5th, 2025
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as if (for Eliane)

[release] 3 soundtracks

[release] TAGE OHNE STUNDEN

https://schurer.bandcamp.com/album/tage-ohne-stunden-formales-gewissen-adressen-unm-glicher-orte?fbclid=IwAR1WMehQtWuhOM0YX_VZynOh7lKElKkNozwWA_4EeQkaJkAksPstD7jEhck

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Schurer

Formales Gewissen
Adressen unmöglicher Orte
Tage ohne Stunden

3 sountracks

was performed by Bo Wiget on Cello. Re-Synthesis on Computer by Bernd Schurer.

was performed by Iva Sanjek on Ondes Martenot and Spring Reverb. Composed and assembled on Computer by Bernd Schurer.

was performed by Iva Sanjek on Ondes Martenot. Granular Re-Synthesis and algorithmic composition by Bernd Schurer.

Composed for Installation works by and for Yves Netzhammer, 2013, 2014, 2015.

Nothing is lost, all is found.

Published November 2022.

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Posted: November 26th, 2022
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