absence

1. A work that exists but has never happened

The distinction between composition and presentation matters. Lacanian Sieve is an acousmatic piece, composed exclusively in SuperCollider with nuPG by Bernd Schurer. There is no performance to anticipate, no performer whose interpretation might transform the work in real time. The work exists as a completed composition, yet its encounter with an audience remains unrealised.

Xenakis’s sieve theory structures the rhythms; Turing machines govern processes of locking and unlocking; FFT re-synthesis produces frozen timbres. These are not merely techniques for producing an atmosphere of absence. They constitute a system that encounters its own limits.

2. Desire, and the sieve

The title Lacanian Sieve is intriguing because a sieve ordinarily separates things. It permits some elements to pass through while retaining others. It establishes a relation between what passes, what remains, and what is lost. But desire complicates this operation.

In Lacanian terms, desire is not simply the wish to obtain an object that would finally satisfy us. It emerges through lack, through the impossibility of making the subject and the object of desire coincide completely. The “objet petit a” is not simply the object we want; it concerns what sets desire in motion.

A system can generate events, transform material, establish relations, and continue indefinitely without ever arriving at a final state that would settle everything. The process is productive, but its productivity does not guarantee resolution. Listening itself becomes entangled with desire: the desire for recurrence, for recognition, for a resolution that may never arrive.

3. Netochka Nezvanova, thirty years later

Netochka Nezvanova was never merely a pseudonym in the ordinary sense. The name carries the history of a particular relationship between identity, software, authorship, and the early networked art scene. It evokes a position from which the author could appear without becoming fully identifiable or available. But perhaps this is precisely the point.

The author returns, while the person behind the name remains at a certain distance. The music enters the world, while its composer is absent from the presentation. Tim Zulauf, the author of the accompanying text to the piece, will be there, carrying a different kind of authorship into the encounter.

There is no single, authoritative voice that necessarily unifies all these elements. The relationship may be more productive if it remains unresolved.

But we can allow the different histories to coexist.

Posted: October 19th, 2026
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plasticity of concepts

https://schurer.bandcamp.com/album/plasticity-of-concepts

Posted: October 19th, 2026
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[event] 30 years domizil

30 years domizil: evenings with friends in Berlin and Zurich

Posted: October 19th, 2026
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process

https://schurer.bandcamp.com/album/process

Posted: July 22nd, 2026
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Equivalency of Dissimilarity Denotation AC (2026)


Posted: June 13th, 2026
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[structures] monades IV

Posted: June 10th, 2026
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[release] soliloquy synthesis

Soliloquy Synthesis is out now on Penultimate Press: https://penultimatepress.bandcamp.com/album/soliloquy-synthesis-2

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released March 26, 2026

Music by Bernd Schurer.
Mastered by Rashad Becker.
Cover Painting by Mark Harwood.

Posted: May 24th, 2026
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a song for Eliane after she is dead

Posted: May 24th, 2026
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[structures] intersections II

Posted: March 16th, 2026
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[other] parasite contradictions: JANUS

Posted: February 24th, 2026
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[release] janus

https://berndschurer.bandcamp.com/album/janus

released January 4, 2026

Posted: January 24th, 2026
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la loupe impitoyable (de la solitude)

the narrow

Some experimental philosophical thoughts on “The Narrow.” started out as a conversation with ChatGPT about the Tritone Paradox in my computer music composition, Lacanian Sieve.

  • Persistent non-resolution → a condition of suspended desire.
  • Pressure without release → an affective “tightness,” often experienced somatically (sternum, throat, solar plexus).
  • A narrowing of emotional bandwidth which paradoxically amplifies sensitivity—when all gestures compress around a single relation, small differences become emotionally charged.

  • Obsessive thinking → circling around a single structuring absence.
  • Traumatic repetition → the return of something that cannot be metabolized.
  • The Real pressing through a closed Symbolic loop.
  • Like a long corridor that changes thickness, humidity, temperature, but never opens into a room.
  • A throat that constricts or dilates but never speaks.
  • A fissure or crack: the listener inhabits the inside of a fault line, not the outside.
  • Unheimlich tightness (the familiar inflected with the strange).
  • Anxiety without panic: the walls are close, but stable.
  • A beauty produced by proximity: microstructures become intimate, almost erotic.

  • An ethics of renunciation: nothing is allowed except what the system permits.
  • A confrontation with lack rather than its concealment.
  • A purification of attention: the listener becomes aware not of what is present, but of what is missing.
  • The listener confronts infinity-in-a-sliver.
  • There is a vertigo of smallness: infinite depth but no lateral expansion.
  • This often produces a strange calm—resignation mixed with fascination.
  • The way obsession makes one detail inexhaustible.
  • The way desire attaches to a single object-cause (objet a) whose variations are limitless.
  • The way trauma lodges a world inside a single point.

The Narrow can be found here:

#computermusic #thenarrow #berndschurer

graphic score for The Narrow, 3rd movement.

Posted: December 5th, 2025
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trypomania

Materialised through graphical sound synthesis ideas developed by Iannis Xenkis’ UPIC system.

Posted: October 31st, 2025
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angular momentum quantizing

 The Quantussy is a five (5) petaled flower, each petal with oscirator, that creates a rhythm, that triggers quantizations of the movements of the other four oscirators.  The Quantussy is thus both based on five (5), but four(4)… and its name also refers to Quantum Physics through its unique “double quantizing” of angular momentum.  

 Running at low frequencies, the Quantussy is intended to provide ample modulations for the various functions of the COCOs, through inputs “FLIP”, “SKIP”, and “SP.AF”, or “Speed Affect”.  The Quantussy petals can also run at audio frequencies, as well as “Balcium” frequencies, depending on a toggle switch.

 The center of the Quantussy merits some attention.  There is a central indicator-lozenge of 15 Light Emitting Diodes, showing the “Spesal State” of the device.  The Spesal State is controlled by touching the “Cercel Nodes”, thus preserving Ciat-Lonbarde’s motto of “touch-sensitive is best!”. 

 To preserve this precious jewel of silicon encased in finest woods, use patch cords to wire it up in its own self-reconfiguring spasms.

 These vibrations, spasms, activities, all manifest in unique transpositions and flip-skips in your material, which is input via Mike, Synthin, or special High Impedance Piezoin.  The COCO modules here have a generalized version of the DOLBY cargo-cult preamp, which includes a self-expander, and an other-puncher for maximum POP SENSATION MUSIC>

 You see, on each COCO, there is a knob for INPUT as well as FEEDBA…  These are the primary functions of the COCO, to take in sound and recirculate it through *8BIT* digital memory.  These two functions INPUT and FEEDBA, depending on a toggle switch, can punch the others out to create monophonic articulations of time-layers in your material.

Posted: September 7th, 2025
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binary sun

#innoi #farewell

Posted: July 28th, 2025
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[release] blind material vol. II

What is it good for? A Game.

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released June 22, 2025

published by domizil 2025.
all music by bernd schurer.

Posted: June 22nd, 2025
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as if (for Eliane)

equivalency of dissimilarity (updated)

#schurer #equivalency #electronicmusix #experimental

https://schurer.bandcamp.com/album/equivalency-of-dissimilarity

Posted: April 25th, 2025
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heliopoiesis

Heliopoieisis Poetics

Recordings for radio diffusion 1993 – 2003

Thank you everyone at Editions Mego for reminding me how precious this all was, is, and will be.

#radioart #electroacousticmusic #mediaarcheology #CDP #arboretum_hyperprism# #prosoniq_sonicworx_artist #b12+52 #supercollider2 #editionsmego #artist #sound #berndschurer #netochkanezvanova666

Posted: March 1st, 2025
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[other] maledictions

To will means to keep oneself in a state of exasper-

ation and fever at any cost. The effort is exhausting,

nor does it appear that man can sustain it indefinitely.

To believe it is his responsibility to transcend his

condition and tend toward that of the superman is to

forget that he has trouble enough sustaining himself

as man, and that he succeeds only by straining his

will, that mainspring, to the maximum. And the will,

which contains a suspect and even disastrous prin-

ciple, turns against those who abuse it. To will is not

natural-or more exactly, one must will just enough

to live; as soon as one wills less than that, or more,

one either breaks down or runs down. If lack of will

is a disease, the will itself is another, and a much

worse one, for it is from the will and its excesses

rather than from its failures that all man’s miseries

derive. But if he already wills to excess in his present

state, what will become of him once he accedes to

the rank of superman? He will doubtless explode and

fall back upon himself. So that it is by a grandiose

detour that he will then be led to fall out of time in

order to enter the infra-eternity, ineluctable conclu-

sion where it matters little, ultimately, whether he

arrives by decay or by disaster.

Posted: February 24th, 2025
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[release] bernd schurer.lacanian sieve

“If this music can be narrated, it resonates in the narrative. At least it has changed me physically, this narrated music. It modulates my waves, my relationship to the wind, to the medium of music. And if that is not proof for you, please. Then why should I help you any further? After all, I have other things to do.
The wind has infected me. I have to devote myself to it.”

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released February 23, 2025

#berndschurer #lacaniansieve #computermusic #domizilrecords #psychoanalytic #jaqueslacan #thesubject #iannisxenakis #sieves #mathematics #complexitiex #theimaginary #thesymbolic #thereal

Posted: February 23rd, 2025
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